Dear Mr. Quibbler! (PERFECTIONIST)

Nothing's really special on this day, it just happen that I received the most super duper "kanchaw" with a friend whom I used to know since second semester...

I just wrote the subject code "EM 111" instead of "EM 122"..

aayyy? akalain mo parang whole world gusto niyang ipaalam ito.

Should it be necessary to shout and then laugh at the whole class as if everyone should know about that simple mistake?

YEEES! BECAUSE YOU'RE PERFECT! EEEWWW. BOSSSY.
MY'GAD PARE! SORRY I AM NOT PERFECT LIKE YOUUUUUU >:)

If only he knew how those jokes hurt me badly. Of course I can accept that I'm a human and I do commit mistake but the way he acted? Apologized will never be accepted. My day was a bit moody especially when I see him. I LOVE TO CONFRONT HIS FACE (if possible slap him, hihihihi :D) OF WHAT HE DID AND TELL 'EM, "EXCUSE MR. PERFECTIONIST, IS INSULTING OR AFFRONTING YOUR JOB? OR THAT WHAT WAS THE ONLY THING THAT WILL MAKE YOU LAUGH AND MAKE YOUR DAY COMPLETE? ANG BABAW NG LIPAD MO PARE!"

Worst, he laughed even more when our instructor's name was "Engr. Ramelito" and I wrote "Mr. Romelito"...

Okayy, so? Laugh as if you have no more tomorrow!!

Your laughs are no longer funny, it was already an insult in which someone was deeply and secretly hurt!

I HATE YOU, IDIOT!

Promise! I didn't give any attention to him after that incident happened. Bahala lage pud!

You're so boastful that I don't wanna be your friend and if possible I don't wanna see your face :p

Maybe time will heal this pain and maybe an apology will be acceptable soon, but....

TAKE NOTE, SCARS WILL NEVER LEAVE AND IT WILL BE FOREVER PASTED IN MY HEART AND MIND.

I know I'm bitter but sorry I just can't help the feeling of what had you done! >:)

I love that moment.....

when you're on a long car ride, or listening to music, or reading.

and you completely zone out.

you forget your troubles, and everyone around you.

you're focus on that one thing, and that one thing only.

you're content, and everything seems so peaceful.... 

"God Gave Me You"

I am in the midst of confusion...I don't know what's the real thing that bothers in mind. But I know God  has a great plan for me! But the real issue that I'm facing right now is to let myself understand how I really feel and to whom it really felt for... to unfold the secrets that buried deep in my heart. I just write here because I guess this is the only way that I can turn to...

I DO A LOT OF THINKING, AND THAT'S WHAT KILLS ME SLOWLY :(

I know I should not bother my life to my past, as what they said, "PAST IS PAST", but I can't deny the fact that when I hear something about "HIM".... I can't forbid my heart to stop caring on that "HIM". I know I should break this affection for him.. but there is still that lingering hope. Hope that someday, I can be with Him at his side, to laugh, to tease, and to love him even more. I miss him but I should disallow this because I know it is wrong already.

Everyday, I am looking for something that might forget him. I thought it was very easy...just a thought! Time heals, I know.. that's why I keep on praying to let this healing process be end. But as time goes by, as this healing process goes on and on, I guess it has never an ending, for the love that I felt for him is like the light on the sky - at morning the sun shines throughout the earth and on the night, it may dark for a while but with the aids of the stars... it shines splendidly!!

Truly, it is really hard to forget someone who gave you soooo much to remember!! When I first met you, I had no idea that you would mean this much to me! PURBIDA BAIII!!!

If only you had an idea, how fucking tired am I staying late up at night and thinking of everything I have done wrong and how much IT HURTS. How I wish one day, I'll pop up on your mind and you'll think, "I SHOULDN'T LET HER GO".. I know it was too late to come back to you and it was my fault of thinking that decision on that way..you had your new one and i'm pretty much sure she's better that me. Naa kanunay nimo, makakuyog bisan asa, welcome na sa inyo, mo'iron sa imo uniform, etc... Ka'cutee :3 But I'm happy for you. At least nakaget'over naka. Don't worry about me, I know God is Good. Maybe somewhere out there sa mga kiilid-kilid, naa ra ang perfect guy fits for me, HAHAHAHA :D 

Clifford, if ever you can read... I wanna thank you for being such a good friend, an awesome boyfriend, a perfect adviser and for being a good boy who's always there whenever I need a shoulder to cry on. I'm so blessed for "GOD GAVE ME YOU" :)

...because after all, this heart of mine..still beats a part for you!

-RECHEL ;) 

...this time, believe me that this words are true ;)

Who would you want to end up with when The Hunger Games are over: Peeta Mellark (played by Josh Hutcherson) or Gale Hawthorne (played by Liam Hemsworth)?

PEETA MELLARK

(Hugaw ug Limpyo si Peeta)

Played by: Josh Hutcherson

Age: 19

Hometown: Union, Ky.

Vibe: Boy next door who's been quietly eyeing you for years

Peeta's character traits: Highly moral. Can be charming, self-deprecating and witty in front of the Capitol's cameras.

Goal: To make sure Katniss survives.

Height factor: Short

Hair: Blond (dyed)

Eyes: Brown

Peeta's notable skill: This baker's son learned how to throw by lifting heavy bags of flour. Peeta's also artistic. He impressively camouflages himself during the Games by painting over his skin.

Act of love: Confesses to a crush on Katniss on camera in front of all of Panem.

Real-life love: Hutcherson used to date Vanessa Hudgens , and the single star recently told Elle magazine that he's "a big romantic, traditional cheesy guy. … I'm all about going to the beach under the stars. That's a real date. But other than that, dinner and a movie is classy."

Big breakout: He played the son of a lesbian couple in 2011's Oscar-friendly filmTheKids Are All Right.

Other skills: Hutcherson's a double threat. He recently released Journey 2 with The Rock aka Dwayne Johnson , and he executive-produced his next project, indie filmDetention.

Trivia: Hutcherson had to put on 15 pounds of muscle to play Peeta.

GALE HAWTHORNE

(Hugaw gamay)

Played by: Liam Hemsworth

Age: 22

Hometown: Melbourne, Australia

Vibe: High school quarterback who teases you but won't make a move.

Gale's character traits: Ruggedly handsome, Gale is stoic and resolute in his hatred of the Capitol, but helpless when Katniss goes off to the Games. (We'll see more from him in the second installment, Catching Fire.)

Height factor: Tall

Hair: Brunette. "That was a big change for me," says Hemsworth, whose hair is naturally blond. "It was very weird. I had never dyed my hair before. It has always been very light."

Eyes: Blue

Gale's notable skill: Can hunt like a pro in the woods outside District 12.

Act of love: Takes care of Katniss' younger sister, Primrose, while she's away at the Games.

Real life love: Hemsworth's on-again relationship is going strong with Miley Cyrus; he even brought her to The Hunger Games' Los Angeles premiere.

Big breakout: Hemsworth stole hearts in the Nicholas Sparks  novel-turned-movie TheLast Song . During the filming he began dating Cyrus, who co-starred.

Other skills: He can hold his own with heavyweights. He next stars in The Expendables 2 opposite Sylvester Stallone , Bruce Willis  and Arnold Schwarzenegger .

Trivia: He lives with his older brother Chris Hemsworth (Thor, Snow White  and the Huntsman) in Los Angeles.

Thinking Love (Grandma's Love)

In the cookies of life, Grandmother's are the chocolate chips :)

Yea, ryt! You have silver in your hair but gold in your hearts.

My grandma is such a great blessing I ever receive from heaven. She's my best buddy whenever I feel so depressed. 

Grandmas are for stories about things of long ago.

Grandmas are for caring about all the things you know...

Grandmas are for rocking you and singing you to sleep.

Grandmas are for giving you nice memories to keep...

Grandmas are for knowing all the things you're dreaming of...

But, most importantly of all, Grandmas are for love.

To my LOLA, whose wisdom, courage and love have paved the path for future generations - I thank you!

chuvachuch ♥

imisshuuuu so much!

Panda!

"You've come a long way since we first met, and I'll take the credit for that, but you need to let go of the past so you can have a future."

Panda, I know from the very beginning you have been my source of strength whenever I feel down. We've been for months and I know we have lots of experiences that we encountered enough for us to learn something to be matured. We are no longer children. That's why I wrote something for you to clarify that I'm giving you space and time. Because I know I am a nuisance to you.. don't say "NO" for it's really true. We are no longer children and I guess this is the right time for us to give chance to each one of us... chance for us to move around the different opportunities we faced in order for us to learn more. 

I talk too much, I laugh too loud, that's the price of love that you brought for me.

THANK YOU!

Pag'amping <3

Let me be the one to love you...

Let me love you one day at a time…

and please love me the very same say. May we never learn all there is to know about love, 

but every day together will teach us a little more about ourselves and the special kind of happiness we can bring to each other. One of the best things you've helped me learn is that love starts with being honest, speaking straight from how we really feel. I like how we’ve opened doors and windows of our lives, and invited each other to come in, look around, and get acquainted. The more I’m with you, the more at home I feel.

Let me love you one day at a time…

Why talk about “always” and say things we’re not sure we mean when we can talk about today and mean exactly what we say. Let’s think of each sunrise as a fresh start, a brand new beginning… and try to fill each day with as much love as it can hold. I know you’re not always going to be exactly the same person Sunday through Saturday, January through December, and neither am I. We both need laughing times and crying times… and time for every mood in between. The important thing is that you can be the kind of you that feels most natural and that I can be my most favorite kind of me. That’s what makes us so comfortable together… It’s also what keeps us from taking too much for granted.

Let me love you one day at a time…

Let’s not wonder how long love will last but how beautiful we can make it grow. Let’s give our best to each other, but let’s never expect miracles of our love. There’s no need to… The reality of you and me is better than all the impossible dreams and fantasies I’ve ever imagined. Being with you is feeling proud, blessed, grateful for each hour we share.

Let me love you one day at a time…

not according to any How-To book, or by someone else’s set of rules… but simply for who you are and how you are with me. And please love me, not for what I might be molded into, but for what I am here and now. Don’t expect me to be someone all good and all giving, someone who could never disappoint you… someone too right to be real and too perfect to be me. I’m just as human as anyone I know… and very thankful that you are, too. Let’s try to remember that love means keeping in touch with each other’s thoughts and feelings… listening not just to words, but to the emotions behind them… seeing, not just the smiles and frowns but the hurt and pleasures that cause them.

Let me love you one day at a time…

starting today. Let’s have the courage to try to change whatever needs changing about us, and wisdom to know what should never be changed. Believing in ourselves and in our ability to handle whatever tomorrow brings… and trusting that this love we share will continue to grow stronger as the future years unfold… One Beautiful Day at a Time.

I just miss you much. :|

Ako.Me.Myself

[This is how a girl acts when she felt bored whenever nobody noticed her ;))]

We need not to be beautiful for others, for they will always say something about us, be it good or bad. JUST BE OURSELVES, and besides, no  matter what we do, there will always be insecure people.

Boy Hunting ;)

...I turned out liking all of these guys a lot more than I originally planned!  ♥

Oh, sorry I totally lost my mind!