Green Lagoon :)

There are moments in our life that we take a risk for someone's happiness. We sacrifice something not for our own but for the sake of all. But sometimes, the risks that you take is not enough to let them know that you valued each and everyone of them.

May 28, 2012, Monday. Maybe my last day of bonding with my classmate as an Electrical Engineering student. I hesitate to go because I'm pretty sure "mabitin ko" because the night on that day I will be living Cebu to visit Lola but since I'm deciding to shift... I decided to go because I know we can seldom bond each other after that very moment.

I won't detail the whole setting but just a few point in which I was kinda upset.. I sacrificed my own money for the cottage which I thought na they'll going to replace it. BUT I WAS REALLY WRONG! Di lage mag'expect kay mag-struggle. I told them na ana ang situation na we can't enter in the resort unless we pay
for the cottage, since we don't have choice, so I paid.....

That's not the real issue there na wala ko nila gibayloan, it's not the point  na they have to replace that very exact amount. The only thing where I was upset and dismayed was they didn't even bother na mosacrifice a little... although not all! The thing that hurt me was when I'm about to leave but samot na gisagdaan nlang ko
nila without thinking what kind of risk I did and what would be the possible outcome if ever wala koy money.

Not to long this story, I just want to clarify the issue that bothered me. Well we can't please anyone so I just walk away, leave them silently, and let the lesson stayed on!

Let them enjoyed, I was enjoying too.... Even though I wasn't able to visit lola, at least God made me realize something that is important when it comes to those friends you pick :) Some people deserves my risk while others were not! Maybe some of them will not take this seriously but unfortunately, for me IT IS! It is like "FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS".. I KNOW IT IS NOT, BUT WHAT I FELT ON THAT TIME, IT'S MORE THAN LIKE THAT! There are lots of instances that happened in my life something like that and maybe God repeat that situation over and over again is because I never bother to get the lesson. Now I learn. Let's make something new....


P.S. credits to Leofersam and Joseph for being such an approchable guys and a good
advisers....