Dear God....

Lately I have been struggling with getting along with mom. I dont know how to make her happy. i feel like shes always upset with me no matter what.. can you help me make things better? she always holds grudges against me and i dont know how to make it better. i know i have made a mistake, yet i am still continuing to make the same mistake over and over again. should i live on my own? should i stick through it and stay here? i dont know what to do god. i feel stuck and i dont know what to do. please help make mom happy.. i want her to be happy. and if it means helping me change my ways, help me change my ways. i trust you god to lead me to the right path. i love you and in Jesus’s name I pray, amen.

te echo de menos....

I was in the room, and I was just like staring at the wall thinking about everything, but then again I was thinking about nothing.... A long way to go, stuck into something unknown. I wanna go out somewhere to someone I am comfortable with but they're too far away and maybe some of them don't care at me at all. Let me just tell you what's in  my mind to someone...


I miss you. Not in some cheesy, let's hold hands and be together forever way. I just miss you. PLAIN AND SIMPLE.I miss your presence in my life. I miss you always being there for me.

Stuck in the Midst...

I want to wake up each morning in your arms... comforted by your oddness, seduced by your knowledge of my ways....

I WAN TO CARE FOR YOU!!! STUCK IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT AND CAN'T SLEEP MINDING STUFF THAT I KNOW DEEP DOWN SHOULD BE CLEARED OUT SO THAT IT CAN'T BOTHER OTHER IMPORTANT THINGS THAT MATTERS TO ME....