And there it be....

You come to the point of giving up when the hopes that used to keep you going becomes the reason for you to stop believing.

Sometimes you just can’t tell someone how you feel. Not because you don’t trust them, but because you can never really find the right words to make them understand...

I IGNORE TEXTS. I LET THE PHONE RING. I LOG OFF FACEBOOK CHAT. IT'S NOTHING PERSONAL, BUT PEOPLE NEED TO REALIZE THAT SOMETIMES I JUST DON'T WANT TO TALK....

Quandaries

Is it right for me to get my hopes up?

Like to hope that something happens
But inevitably, it basically never does?
To hope that what is being said helps?

Either way, I can’t help myself not to.
I have to hope for small thing like this.
They are really the only thing saving me.
To hope. But, then to be let down by it.

What the hell is wrong with me?
Being broken keeps me together.
Getting hurt is now the status quo.
Sometimes, I lose track of life itself.

-PAPER FROG :)

In the most innocent sense...

I want to sleep with you, in the most innocent sense of the phrase. I don’t know, I guess something about being able to synchronize our breathing to our own heartbeats really attracts me to the idea. I’d love to fall asleep to the sound of your voice and the smell of your hair. If I had my way, we’d cuddle and tell each other childhood stories before finally falling into a silent bliss. I want to sleep with you because I want to see if you snore, and if you do, I’ll tease you about it for the rest of our lives together. I want to be able to wake you up with a dozen kisses, just to stare into your eyes and silently communicate to you just how much I love you, because I just can’t find the words. Look forward to waking up to the smell of pancakes and pure sunshine, but don’t go anywhere. Yes that’s right, I’m cooking you breakfast in bed.

Malipay jud ko'g magkaluto ko ani para nimo ;)

Dynamic Relash-ion..

I'm trying to understand this new dynamic between us. It's not as simple as "YOU EITHER WANT ME OR YOU DON'T".

I know that. I hate that. KEEPING YOU IN MY LIFE MIGHT KILL ME. BUT LETTING GO WILL.