Baby Panda.... (A POEM)

Okayy, I know I am mentally out of my mind but here I go again writing something ridiculous poem for someone...

People may wonder why I like you

Slap my face but it's really true

You may choose to stay or walk away from me,

I don't care as long as it's you that I see

He used to tease me "Hey yagit!"

Made him mad because I say shit

Felt very sorry for the said word

For loosing him, I can't afford

I don't really know what is within my heart

But my love for you is as strong as your fart.

Call me crazy baby for being like this

Allow me to say something and don't be pissed

You're the best thing I could ever imagine

Let the magic of our love may now begin

How I wish there's everyday Santa

So I could have you, my BABYPANDA....

-RECHEL ARREZA

Just in case you forgot my face -_-

I tell you this before I regret...

Seconds, minutes, hours pass in silence. Suddenly you realize days have already passed, weeks or even months. You think of only one person. You have been away from him for far too long. You don't know what you are feeling. Girl, you miss him. You miss him a lot.

First, here I am very happy. Feeling everything is good, feeling that everything is perfect. Then, a sudden turn of events. Misunderstanding or arguments happen. Then, bang He left without leaving me anything. Only happy and bitter memories. Before, it seemed that I loved everything, everyone. It seemed like I knew everything perfectly. I had my inspiration. Now, it's gone. I suddenly find myself in a room full of people. People I know, but there is one person I suddenly don't know. I see her looking right at me, she seems familiar like someone I used to know perfectly still, I don't know her. After a while, I stop staring at myself in front of the mirror. I realize that person I don't know is—me myself. I don't know what or who I want. I can't concentrate on anything anymore. My world is suddenly surrounded by mixture of feelings-- pain, anger, love and longing.

What should I do with this? What will I do with this suddenly weird life I have? Should I forget that person entirely? Should I push myself to forget him? Should I put aside all the memories we had? Should I pretend that everything is fine and that he never existed in my life? 

Okay, this is what I do. I bear in my mind that he was a part of my life. He has made a great impact in my life. He made me happy; he made me smile during hard times. He accompanied me when I was lonely. So, I’m thankful for that. He also, in a way, helped mold me into the person I am are right now. 

A lot of memories I have were spent with him. I won’t forget those memories I had with him may it be good or bad. Those good memories could help me please the feeling of longing, or the feeling of emptiness. The bad memories may help me be a better person. It will help me because I will want to avoid feeling the pain I already felt. I can learn from my mistakes from there to avoid more conflicts. Also, those bad memories can help me move on. Move on from the feeling that I still miss him though he has hurt me one too many times.

When I miss someone, I won't push myself to forget him. I miss him, that's natural. He was a part of my life. Of course I miss the times that I was with him. So, I savor the moments I have when I see him. Talk to him; ask what he is up to these days. At least I am still being a part of his life. Missing someone isn't bad. I never push myself to do stuff I don't want to do. I will just add more burden and pain to myself. I just let the feeling pass naturally. It would be better to let the feeling go away than hurt myself intentionally just to forget him or to get over missing him.

Also, I should not pretend that everything is just fine even when it's not. I should not act that I can deal with it easily. I will be lying to the people around me and I will be lying to myself. If I miss him, I admit it to myself. I can even admit it to him that I miss him; I won't lose anything once I tell him. I would not know he might be missing me too. Then we can have time again for each other to bond, to patch things up or to even try to bring back old times. At least when we get to talk to each other, we will be able to update each other. The bond we used to have is there again. Now, when we part ways, it would be parting from the more intimate relationship we had. We can now go back to the first step and at least be friends again. While we are still friends, we treasure those times. I mean I would rather have him in my life as a friend rather than strangers walking pass each other every day right?

I will tell him the truth. Tell him I miss him. At least I admit to myself. Also, I always remember the fact that he was a part of my life. I can have that as a basis for a beginning of a new friendship. I will always remember all the memories we had.  Treasure them always because that is the only thing he can never take away from me. Yes, he got my heart but I will get it back. Our memories, once it's gone, it's impossible to get it back. I will never push myself to forget him. I just let the feeling pass, letting my heart heal its wound, letting my heart grow, letting myself miss him. I will help myself get over missing him but I won't force myself. I won’t live a lie. Lastly, if I miss him, I’ll let him know, I may never know, he might be missing me too and he even might want me back in his life. Now, those old good memories will be added and the bad memories will be replaced.

Lalalala, SemBreak :)

I'm just trying to find something that will make my life a bit bold, reading my PDF file of the book Perks of being a Wallflower and communicate with friends through social networks (twitter, tumblr and facebook).... with foods on the other side of course but it doesn't work. Something's bothering me, something I don't understand but just can't take that something for granted.

I took my semester break at Leyte where I visited my grandma's place. And truly it's worth the stay. 

Oh, it's freakin' sh** when Lola called me and started to say something that made me touched. She told me how badly she missed me and how she missed every single routine we used to do at home before, she even kissed me (which is awkaaard, really) . "LOLAAAA, can you please stop it, my eyes are starting to get wet." She even told me how lonely she is when nobody talks to her at home and feel like she's taken for granted there. I don't believe in that for she's important to all of us but I understand her for I know she's seeking attention so that she can reached out to them (my aunties and my other cousins) .... Oh! I miss her more, if only I could be with her right every moment I would never let her feel empty at my side. 

I tried to crack some jokes on her so that she'll never get bored, we took pictures (Gosh, I made her vain, I'll be uploading our photos soon), eat together... every second I cherished being us together and feel it precious to her. Though it was just a week we'd been together then I went back to Cebu, I know, at least for awhile I made her smile and make her life more worthwhile.

Always,

Rechel

All of a Sudden...

Everything I do just doesn't feel right to me. It feels like there's still a missing piece that I'm trying to find and no matter how much I try to find that missing piece,I can never find it. 

When you miss someone you can't concentrate, you can't think, you can't speak, and you can't feel the way that they make you feel when they're around you. It's not an easy thing to miss someone but just know that you have an amazing heart to be thinking of someone else.

What if we made it this far? How would our lives change? Maybe I would have been a happier person than I am today. But maybe you weren’t what I needed. Although I still believe if we were still together I would have been filled with butterflies’ everyday and love every part of it, I think what I really needed was struggle. I needed to be stronger because I succumbed into being so dependent on someone else always being there for me. I guess this was what God intended for me. Perhaps the goal of life isn’t to find happiness because maybe then we would all grow weary and search for more every time our desires are fulfilled. Who I am today is better than who I was when I was with you. You made me very happy but I could find happiness in everything around me too. I needed to experience letting go of something I held so close to me in order to find my own strength that I didn’t know I had and to fight for everything I believed in. Because even though I didn’t win in the end, it doesn’t mean I didn’t try. I can go on with peace of mind and say I did all that I could.

SORRY, I BECAME SO EMOTIONAL AGAIN… I JUST CAN’T HELP IT!

Always,

-Panda 

When will I snap out of this?

I still love you, I still care about you. So who cares if we are over? Maybe you don’t feel the same way anymore, but I care and I always will. I will still check on you from time to time to have an idea of how you are doing. I will always look after your well-being; I will always love you, even if it has to be done from a distance or without your knowledge. I think I still deserve the right to worry and to care and to love. It may sound martyr, but I have choices, and I know that this is what I want…even if it hurts most of the time. And besides, it’s not like I can stop myself. I just can’t help it. Feelings change over time, they say. Well, I guess my own didn't change. Who knows when will I snap out of this? I don’t. I just know that I still have feelings for you, and I guess it won’t be gone anytime soon.

DANCE OF LIFE!

There were two hearts who met in a dance. That moment was magical, there was a sweet song playing, there was harmony. And soon love in the air. They fell in love and they started building castles in their dreams. And promised forever with all certainty.

But somewhere in the midst of the fun, they got lost in the dance. Something went wrong, but they can never do anything. They were just drifting away, their fortress falling apart. There were so many questions but no one had an answer. Then the music stopped, then there was silence.

When we truly love someone we give our best and let that person see the pureness of our intentions. But sometimes that person makes us cry and hurts us for the wrong reasons. That someone must have loved us but he has not loved us enough to make him stand for what he truly felt. Now, we are faced with the seemingly impossible task of forgetting.  We have burdened ourselves long enough. But we still can’t get out from this emotional trap. 

Let us remember that the more we try to forget someone we love the more painful letting go will become. Sometimes we never have to take that person out in our hearts at all, for he will always be there no matter how hard we try to drive him away.It isn’t his presence that made this difficult but it is our stubbornness to accept our destiny that aligns forgetting is next to impossible. We keep a cold face but deep in our hearts there still that lingering hope for a reconciliation. Somehow, we still believe that we can rekindle small embers and relight the fire that once burned in our hearts. 

This thought gives us hope but it also breeds the seeds of loneliness and despair. The only way to forget is to accept and the only way to move on is to look ahead and let the footprints of the past be blown by the wind of time. Only then can our hearts find a partner in the dance of life and hopefully never get lost again.

Aj Rafael - Without You (STUDIO VERSION) - Lyrics Video

...this song was sang this night during the flair (by the iCoustica) and I hate to say that I remembered him once more and it made me almost cried. I hate to say this but I can't help myself falling back to him and reminisced again our past.... I don't want to "maoy" again this point of time, I'm trying to cope up myself not to be caught by this being so emotional and sensitive to this kind of feeling...



..so tired and haggard, I wanna go to sleep but still pain haunt me. :(
I hope one day we'll put our heart back as one again....



Sorry so over my post :(

All I want to see this smile again.

Why can't I do this this time?

Full of regrets and sorrows is what I felt, but the only thing I can do is to convince myself that you and me are no longer together. :(((

Learning the Art of Letting him go!

How does one avoid loss in the first place? Contrary to popular belief, it's not attachment that causes loss - attachment feels fine. It's detachment that hurts. Learn to let go.

Some suggest that to avoid loss, one should never be attached to anything. They give the example of a hand in water: when the hand is removed from the water, the hand leaves no impression. These people say the reason the hand leaves no trace in the water is because the water is not attached to the hand.

On the contrary, while the hand is in the water, it is very attached to the hand. It surrounds it, enfolds it, and embraces it. Allow yourself to experience life as fully as water experiences the hand, and then let it go as completely as water.

Yes, the water leaves a little of itself on the departing hand, as we leave a little of ourselves with the people and things we touch, but for the most part, when it comes time to go, let go.

The hand could no more hold the water than the water could hold the hand. As soon as one "wants" to leave, there is no attachment, because there can be no attachment other than the mutual action of being together. Hand and water both accept the inevitability, and part "clean"

There is a title for a book on raising children we've always liked: "Hold Them Very Close, and Let Them Go". This we find good advice for all experiences, whatever they may be: Hold them very close and let them go.

How do you know when it's time to hold them close? When they're in front of you (often literally); whatever is the current experience in your awareness, the next event on your schedule. When is it time to let go? When you're on your way out, and they're on their way out.

SAY GOODBYE, LET GO AND EMBRACE THE NEW MOMENT. ;)

-Rechel, you're once one's prayer.

Saving the Best for Last :)

Love is a feeling which has different meaning for each and every individual. If there are a billion people in the world, there would be a billion definitions because everyone feels differently about love.

I know I'm disappointment sometimes, I know I'ma nuisance, I know I'm just a burden in your life but despite all the LOOSER ATTITUDES I HAVE.... you never give up on me and you inspires me in every little things I made. You encourage me to be an optimist, you give me strength in every decision I made, you never left me hanging whenever I need someone to lean on.... I know "THANK YOU & I LOVE YOU" isn't enough how grateful I am for having you, no words can describe how blessed am I to have. But allow me to do something crazy for you :))

No poems no fancy words, I just want the world to know that I love you my prince with all my heart.

(Thank you for making my ordinary dream fairytale story an unforgettable one

always remember that you are the best accident I ever met)

When you stepped into my life, my life became special. 

You showed me how miracle could happen in the most ordinary situations. 

You are the best thing that ever happened to me. 

The magic of my life is all because of you.

  

(oh Panda... I know it's really corny but this is the only way I could let you know you're that special person in my life and I'm always thankful to God for having you!!!)

Tell me this Pain will Calm Down...

I HATE LOVING YOU, I'D LOVE TO HATE YOU,, BUT I CAN'T GIVE UP LOVING YOU. Okay, I don't really know what would I say or how I felt for now... disappointed, upset, I don't know, I just wanna type every single word that would fit the line, "YES, I'M IN PAIN"... and that what makes me feel that I'm so O.A.. but sometimes, you just need a good cry even if you don't know the reason why you're crying.

It hurts when a person who made you feel soooo special yesterday, makes you feel like the most unwanted person today. HELLO! Ambot nimo uyy, sakit baya pud, walang paki-alaman ang show pare? Why? Would you tell me the very exact reason why you're doing this to me? What about the memories we had before? Kalimtanay ang show? Agad-agad? THEN FINE! If I'm going to leave you, would that make you happy? Ikaw gud, I would accept it and I would respect on your decision hindi 'yung iniiwas-iwasan mo ako agad without even telling even a word. If leaving you alone would make you happy, I'LL GO FOR IT. Surely it hurts but we have our own decisions and I understand it. What I didn't understand is why you're trying to avoid me and without even asking how am I or even a simple text like before.....

If only he knew how it hurts me badly everytime I used to remember the love and care he gave unto me... if I only knew that he would hang me up like this way, without even holding on anything, I were not be able to allow myself to took any risk before. If he just warned me that we did beyond our limitations.. I were be able to stop myself. I HATE YOU! Paramis, I hate you because I can't fully understand why you have to do this to me.. I hate you because I can't comprehend why I have to be hurt this way... I hate you because you just hang up me like this without even giving a clue... Why, why am I dying inside.  I miss the old him so much.  I have no idea why he left?  Why did I have to be the one to leave? 

How do I get over this pain?  Was it all a cruel joke?  I feel so pathetic, that after all this pain he has caused me, I want him to call.  Maybe I was a total disappointed to him, an upset or a pure bad influence girl who's trying to ruin his life.. but my love for him was real!  I don't know why I'm writing this, just need someone to tell me this pain will calm down...


I JUST THOUGHT THAT HE'D ALWAYS BE HERE FOR ME :(

Lego House :[

I'm gonna pick up the pieces and build a Lego house. If things go wrong we can knock it down. My three words have two meanings but there's one thing on my mind. It's all for you

And it's dark in a cold December, but I've got you to keep me warm. If you're broken I will mend ya and keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on, now

I'm out of touch, I'm out of love

I'll pick you up when you're getting down

And out of all these things I've done, I think I love you better now

I'm out of sight, I'm out of mind 

I'll do it all for you in time

And out of all these things I've done, I think I love you better now, now

I'm gonna paint you by numbers and colour you in

If things go right we can frame it and put you on a wall

And it's so hard to say it but I've been here before

Now I'll surrender up my heart and swap it for yours

Don't hold me down, I think the braces are breaking and it's more than I can take....

And out of all these things I’ve done, I will love you better now.........

Cheerfully Cheerless! :)

Do you know that feeling of being a cheerer but you yourself are hiding something that no one can ever cheer you up? It sucks... I used to stay up late at night because I used to build some big fantasies. Listening to stupid love songs, recalling some cute memories (but ended up on pain but not all), imagining huge and spectacular illusion - all those routine are the best thing I could ever do whenever I'm lonely and isolated. Strange right?

I'm that type of person who loves to be alone rather than be in the crowd. I'd prefer being by myself drinking some coffee and read books. I guess being in that life is more comfortable than meeting new friends (though it's more interesting).

Have you ever consider yourself being rude and useless? Because I used to bear that feeling. Not that people rejects me at all but I'm just afraid to accept critics from them. It's my fear. Being rejected by someone pushes me out to my comfort zone. I'm afraid of something that is unknown. But I'm trying to build my whole confidence and I guess I'm doing my job to develop it and trying to take any risk in every opportunity I faced to grow in different direction. I will never allow my low self esteem to penetrate my whole self and let it rule into my entire life... I will never allow insecurities to damage my focus. I know it's easy to say all these words but this is the least and the first thing to do as I'm going to step into another level of the process of developing my loner-syndrome....AFTER ALL, WHO KNOWS THROUGH THIS STEPS, I'LL BE ABLE TO CONQUER ALL MY FEARS AND BE A PROUD WOMAN IN THE FUTURE...BECAUSE I DO BELIEVE THAT I'M THE ONLY ONE WHO CAN SET MY MORAL COMPASS.....

-RECHEL :)

(Cheering Up Alone)

Green Lagoon :)

There are moments in our life that we take a risk for someone's happiness. We sacrifice something not for our own but for the sake of all. But sometimes, the risks that you take is not enough to let them know that you valued each and everyone of them.

May 28, 2012, Monday. Maybe my last day of bonding with my classmate as an Electrical Engineering student. I hesitate to go because I'm pretty sure "mabitin ko" because the night on that day I will be living Cebu to visit Lola but since I'm deciding to shift... I decided to go because I know we can seldom bond each other after that very moment.

I won't detail the whole setting but just a few point in which I was kinda upset.. I sacrificed my own money for the cottage which I thought na they'll going to replace it. BUT I WAS REALLY WRONG! Di lage mag'expect kay mag-struggle. I told them na ana ang situation na we can't enter in the resort unless we pay
for the cottage, since we don't have choice, so I paid.....

That's not the real issue there na wala ko nila gibayloan, it's not the point  na they have to replace that very exact amount. The only thing where I was upset and dismayed was they didn't even bother na mosacrifice a little... although not all! The thing that hurt me was when I'm about to leave but samot na gisagdaan nlang ko
nila without thinking what kind of risk I did and what would be the possible outcome if ever wala koy money.

Not to long this story, I just want to clarify the issue that bothered me. Well we can't please anyone so I just walk away, leave them silently, and let the lesson stayed on!

Let them enjoyed, I was enjoying too.... Even though I wasn't able to visit lola, at least God made me realize something that is important when it comes to those friends you pick :) Some people deserves my risk while others were not! Maybe some of them will not take this seriously but unfortunately, for me IT IS! It is like "FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS".. I KNOW IT IS NOT, BUT WHAT I FELT ON THAT TIME, IT'S MORE THAN LIKE THAT! There are lots of instances that happened in my life something like that and maybe God repeat that situation over and over again is because I never bother to get the lesson. Now I learn. Let's make something new....


P.S. credits to Leofersam and Joseph for being such an approchable guys and a good
advisers....

Dear Mr. Quibbler! (PERFECTIONIST)

Nothing's really special on this day, it just happen that I received the most super duper "kanchaw" with a friend whom I used to know since second semester...

I just wrote the subject code "EM 111" instead of "EM 122"..

aayyy? akalain mo parang whole world gusto niyang ipaalam ito.

Should it be necessary to shout and then laugh at the whole class as if everyone should know about that simple mistake?

YEEES! BECAUSE YOU'RE PERFECT! EEEWWW. BOSSSY.
MY'GAD PARE! SORRY I AM NOT PERFECT LIKE YOUUUUUU >:)

If only he knew how those jokes hurt me badly. Of course I can accept that I'm a human and I do commit mistake but the way he acted? Apologized will never be accepted. My day was a bit moody especially when I see him. I LOVE TO CONFRONT HIS FACE (if possible slap him, hihihihi :D) OF WHAT HE DID AND TELL 'EM, "EXCUSE MR. PERFECTIONIST, IS INSULTING OR AFFRONTING YOUR JOB? OR THAT WHAT WAS THE ONLY THING THAT WILL MAKE YOU LAUGH AND MAKE YOUR DAY COMPLETE? ANG BABAW NG LIPAD MO PARE!"

Worst, he laughed even more when our instructor's name was "Engr. Ramelito" and I wrote "Mr. Romelito"...

Okayy, so? Laugh as if you have no more tomorrow!!

Your laughs are no longer funny, it was already an insult in which someone was deeply and secretly hurt!

I HATE YOU, IDIOT!

Promise! I didn't give any attention to him after that incident happened. Bahala lage pud!

You're so boastful that I don't wanna be your friend and if possible I don't wanna see your face :p

Maybe time will heal this pain and maybe an apology will be acceptable soon, but....

TAKE NOTE, SCARS WILL NEVER LEAVE AND IT WILL BE FOREVER PASTED IN MY HEART AND MIND.

I know I'm bitter but sorry I just can't help the feeling of what had you done! >:)

I love that moment.....

when you're on a long car ride, or listening to music, or reading.

and you completely zone out.

you forget your troubles, and everyone around you.

you're focus on that one thing, and that one thing only.

you're content, and everything seems so peaceful.... 

"God Gave Me You"

I am in the midst of confusion...I don't know what's the real thing that bothers in mind. But I know God  has a great plan for me! But the real issue that I'm facing right now is to let myself understand how I really feel and to whom it really felt for... to unfold the secrets that buried deep in my heart. I just write here because I guess this is the only way that I can turn to...

I DO A LOT OF THINKING, AND THAT'S WHAT KILLS ME SLOWLY :(

I know I should not bother my life to my past, as what they said, "PAST IS PAST", but I can't deny the fact that when I hear something about "HIM".... I can't forbid my heart to stop caring on that "HIM". I know I should break this affection for him.. but there is still that lingering hope. Hope that someday, I can be with Him at his side, to laugh, to tease, and to love him even more. I miss him but I should disallow this because I know it is wrong already.

Everyday, I am looking for something that might forget him. I thought it was very easy...just a thought! Time heals, I know.. that's why I keep on praying to let this healing process be end. But as time goes by, as this healing process goes on and on, I guess it has never an ending, for the love that I felt for him is like the light on the sky - at morning the sun shines throughout the earth and on the night, it may dark for a while but with the aids of the stars... it shines splendidly!!

Truly, it is really hard to forget someone who gave you soooo much to remember!! When I first met you, I had no idea that you would mean this much to me! PURBIDA BAIII!!!

If only you had an idea, how fucking tired am I staying late up at night and thinking of everything I have done wrong and how much IT HURTS. How I wish one day, I'll pop up on your mind and you'll think, "I SHOULDN'T LET HER GO".. I know it was too late to come back to you and it was my fault of thinking that decision on that way..you had your new one and i'm pretty much sure she's better that me. Naa kanunay nimo, makakuyog bisan asa, welcome na sa inyo, mo'iron sa imo uniform, etc... Ka'cutee :3 But I'm happy for you. At least nakaget'over naka. Don't worry about me, I know God is Good. Maybe somewhere out there sa mga kiilid-kilid, naa ra ang perfect guy fits for me, HAHAHAHA :D 

Clifford, if ever you can read... I wanna thank you for being such a good friend, an awesome boyfriend, a perfect adviser and for being a good boy who's always there whenever I need a shoulder to cry on. I'm so blessed for "GOD GAVE ME YOU" :)

...because after all, this heart of mine..still beats a part for you!

-RECHEL ;) 

...this time, believe me that this words are true ;)

Who would you want to end up with when The Hunger Games are over: Peeta Mellark (played by Josh Hutcherson) or Gale Hawthorne (played by Liam Hemsworth)?

PEETA MELLARK

(Hugaw ug Limpyo si Peeta)

Played by: Josh Hutcherson

Age: 19

Hometown: Union, Ky.

Vibe: Boy next door who's been quietly eyeing you for years

Peeta's character traits: Highly moral. Can be charming, self-deprecating and witty in front of the Capitol's cameras.

Goal: To make sure Katniss survives.

Height factor: Short

Hair: Blond (dyed)

Eyes: Brown

Peeta's notable skill: This baker's son learned how to throw by lifting heavy bags of flour. Peeta's also artistic. He impressively camouflages himself during the Games by painting over his skin.

Act of love: Confesses to a crush on Katniss on camera in front of all of Panem.

Real-life love: Hutcherson used to date Vanessa Hudgens , and the single star recently told Elle magazine that he's "a big romantic, traditional cheesy guy. … I'm all about going to the beach under the stars. That's a real date. But other than that, dinner and a movie is classy."

Big breakout: He played the son of a lesbian couple in 2011's Oscar-friendly filmTheKids Are All Right.

Other skills: Hutcherson's a double threat. He recently released Journey 2 with The Rock aka Dwayne Johnson , and he executive-produced his next project, indie filmDetention.

Trivia: Hutcherson had to put on 15 pounds of muscle to play Peeta.

GALE HAWTHORNE

(Hugaw gamay)

Played by: Liam Hemsworth

Age: 22

Hometown: Melbourne, Australia

Vibe: High school quarterback who teases you but won't make a move.

Gale's character traits: Ruggedly handsome, Gale is stoic and resolute in his hatred of the Capitol, but helpless when Katniss goes off to the Games. (We'll see more from him in the second installment, Catching Fire.)

Height factor: Tall

Hair: Brunette. "That was a big change for me," says Hemsworth, whose hair is naturally blond. "It was very weird. I had never dyed my hair before. It has always been very light."

Eyes: Blue

Gale's notable skill: Can hunt like a pro in the woods outside District 12.

Act of love: Takes care of Katniss' younger sister, Primrose, while she's away at the Games.

Real life love: Hemsworth's on-again relationship is going strong with Miley Cyrus; he even brought her to The Hunger Games' Los Angeles premiere.

Big breakout: Hemsworth stole hearts in the Nicholas Sparks  novel-turned-movie TheLast Song . During the filming he began dating Cyrus, who co-starred.

Other skills: He can hold his own with heavyweights. He next stars in The Expendables 2 opposite Sylvester Stallone , Bruce Willis  and Arnold Schwarzenegger .

Trivia: He lives with his older brother Chris Hemsworth (Thor, Snow White  and the Huntsman) in Los Angeles.

Thinking Love (Grandma's Love)

In the cookies of life, Grandmother's are the chocolate chips :)

Yea, ryt! You have silver in your hair but gold in your hearts.

My grandma is such a great blessing I ever receive from heaven. She's my best buddy whenever I feel so depressed. 

Grandmas are for stories about things of long ago.

Grandmas are for caring about all the things you know...

Grandmas are for rocking you and singing you to sleep.

Grandmas are for giving you nice memories to keep...

Grandmas are for knowing all the things you're dreaming of...

But, most importantly of all, Grandmas are for love.

To my LOLA, whose wisdom, courage and love have paved the path for future generations - I thank you!

chuvachuch ♥

imisshuuuu so much!

Panda!

"You've come a long way since we first met, and I'll take the credit for that, but you need to let go of the past so you can have a future."

Panda, I know from the very beginning you have been my source of strength whenever I feel down. We've been for months and I know we have lots of experiences that we encountered enough for us to learn something to be matured. We are no longer children. That's why I wrote something for you to clarify that I'm giving you space and time. Because I know I am a nuisance to you.. don't say "NO" for it's really true. We are no longer children and I guess this is the right time for us to give chance to each one of us... chance for us to move around the different opportunities we faced in order for us to learn more. 

I talk too much, I laugh too loud, that's the price of love that you brought for me.

THANK YOU!

Pag'amping <3

Let me be the one to love you...

Let me love you one day at a time…

and please love me the very same say. May we never learn all there is to know about love, 

but every day together will teach us a little more about ourselves and the special kind of happiness we can bring to each other. One of the best things you've helped me learn is that love starts with being honest, speaking straight from how we really feel. I like how we’ve opened doors and windows of our lives, and invited each other to come in, look around, and get acquainted. The more I’m with you, the more at home I feel.

Let me love you one day at a time…

Why talk about “always” and say things we’re not sure we mean when we can talk about today and mean exactly what we say. Let’s think of each sunrise as a fresh start, a brand new beginning… and try to fill each day with as much love as it can hold. I know you’re not always going to be exactly the same person Sunday through Saturday, January through December, and neither am I. We both need laughing times and crying times… and time for every mood in between. The important thing is that you can be the kind of you that feels most natural and that I can be my most favorite kind of me. That’s what makes us so comfortable together… It’s also what keeps us from taking too much for granted.

Let me love you one day at a time…

Let’s not wonder how long love will last but how beautiful we can make it grow. Let’s give our best to each other, but let’s never expect miracles of our love. There’s no need to… The reality of you and me is better than all the impossible dreams and fantasies I’ve ever imagined. Being with you is feeling proud, blessed, grateful for each hour we share.

Let me love you one day at a time…

not according to any How-To book, or by someone else’s set of rules… but simply for who you are and how you are with me. And please love me, not for what I might be molded into, but for what I am here and now. Don’t expect me to be someone all good and all giving, someone who could never disappoint you… someone too right to be real and too perfect to be me. I’m just as human as anyone I know… and very thankful that you are, too. Let’s try to remember that love means keeping in touch with each other’s thoughts and feelings… listening not just to words, but to the emotions behind them… seeing, not just the smiles and frowns but the hurt and pleasures that cause them.

Let me love you one day at a time…

starting today. Let’s have the courage to try to change whatever needs changing about us, and wisdom to know what should never be changed. Believing in ourselves and in our ability to handle whatever tomorrow brings… and trusting that this love we share will continue to grow stronger as the future years unfold… One Beautiful Day at a Time.

I just miss you much. :|